When You Miss Me, Punch Yourself

When you miss me, punch yourself.

For always being hesitant; about your future, about your plans, about me, about and about yourself. Punch yourself because youre a coward; a coward who doesnt want to acknowledge his feelings and a coward who decided to give up before even trying.

When you miss me, punch yourself.

For thinking Id be okay with being the girl, for thinking Id be another name on your list, for thinking Id wait until you made sure theres no one else better for you out there and for thinking that I wouldnt know or understand the you were playing.

When you miss me punch yourself so that you can finally understand how it feel tomiss someone who doesn’t miss you.

When you miss me, punch yourself.

For thinking that you can get away with anything because youre used to, for thinking that everyone will follow your lead and your pace, for playing hard to get, for acting like you dont care when youre burning with desire. Punch yourself for not telling someone they matter or showing someone that you care when you had the chance.

When you miss me, punch yourself.

For all the words you left unsaid, for all the texts you didn’t send, for all the calls you ignored, for all the questions you evaded, for all the conversations you didnt want to have and for all the moments that you ruined when you werent fully . Punch yourself for being so stingy with your heart and selfish with your feelings.

Punch yourself for always wanting to take much more than youre willing to give.

When you miss me, punch yourself.

Because this time, I wont respond to your text, I wont listen to you talk about yourself, I wont be there when you need me and I wont sacrifice anymore for you. Punch yourself because I stopped caring. Punch yourself because you pushed me away.

When you miss me, punch yourself, because I finally stopped missing you.

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